Wicked Little Town

idk

i'm a hardened individual.

i work hard, so hard i lose myself

i've lost myself, again

maybe i should quit...

i just know that i've shot myself in the foot.

Some days are worse than others,

some weeks too,

i'm having 2 horrible weeks.

i was in a car accident

i developed PTSD because of that accident

i had a birthday

i got drunk

I was hungover and skipped class because i was drunk

teachers found out i lied and severely lowered my grade because of it

my car overheated

my car has a blown radiator and a melted motor

a $2500 price tag (used), a $5000+ price tag(new)

i was yelled at, at work yesterday,

then blamed for it

now i'm 2 weeks away from failing my Practicum assignment

for which no one told me about

for which the professor is taking everything personally.

i want to give up

on it all

where is my light?

where can i go?

when is it my turn?

where do I go?

Why?

Why me?

please help

i need something to happen

i've had a horrible 2 weeks, something's got to give.