Thursday, September 30, 2010

Wicked Little Town

idk
i'm a hardened individual.
i work hard, so hard i lose myself
i've lost myself, again
maybe i should quit...
i just know that i've shot myself in the foot.
Some days are worse than others,
some weeks too,
i'm having 2 horrible weeks.
i was in a car accident
i developed PTSD because of that accident
i had a birthday
i got drunk
I was hungover and skipped class because i was drunk
teachers found out i lied and severely lowered my grade because of it
my car overheated
my car has a blown radiator and a melted motor
a $2500 price tag (used), a $5000+ price tag(new)
i was yelled at, at work yesterday,
then blamed for it
now i'm 2 weeks away from failing my Practicum assignment
for which no one told me about
for which the professor is taking everything personally.

i want to give up
on it all
where is my light?
where can i go?
when is it my turn?
where do I go?
Why?
Why me?
please help
i need something to happen
i've had a horrible 2 weeks, something's got to give.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Back In Black

O yes!
I'm beginning my 3 week of my senior year! AHHHHH
ridiculous..
its been an interesting 2 weeks, i met my new Boss....... ya
she is an interesting person to say the least... the very least...
hopefully it'll get better or i'll have to go Brett Jones on her ass! with the coffee mug and all! YEAH!

haaha
I've met a ton of new people and rekindled relationships with old(but great) friends!
and its awesome that we can all go out to the bars and drink! GET QUITE A BIT!

i'm really excited about this year, it promises to be a goodie (at least from the classes stand point)
USITT is off and running and the first UNI foorball game is this saturday WOOOO! go Panthers!
and we'll be there with the purple and gold, THEATRE SUPPORTS FOOTBALL!

until later